HAPPY 4MONTHS 1DAY! :)
stacie is a happy happy girl. i love my babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

today was a ... hmmm ,bitter sweet day. like really bitter sweet. i think today would be th last day i see baby bfr he goes to his 5 days genting holidays. man ,even before he left ,im ald missing him big time. wht bout these 5 days with no calls ,no msg-es ,no baby. ):
im gna hate these 5 days.

anyway ,alicia's and fiona's birthday is coming. whr to go whr to go? cant wait to see them ,miss them soooooooooooo. (Hey girls ,whr's our sentosa outing?!?!?! say so long ald ,until now haven go. ):)

im freaking tired of going to cathay every weekday ,doing ntg. so no life ,so boring ,so fcuk. like spending hours ,sitting there ,freezing even whn u wear 2 jackets and it dont help.

ohkay ,nehmind. i stop here thn.
i miss my baby tons.
awwww ,mansx. i miss baby lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i really miss baby! :D

you got me catching feelings ,got me thinking baby you're th one. ♥


heh ,fucking shoulder and neck acheeeeee. need massaging real badly. im having a hard time today. sigh ,no choice. why din i sleep properly ytd night?

now @ cathay agn. today ,no one's here to keep me accompany. (bendy ,come again soon! ) i miss my bestf bendabitchbaboon♥,and my boyf♥,and all my othr friends.

anyway ,i think cathay's aircon is way way way to cold. makes me feel like going to th toilet so many many times. cant control my urine. damn freaking cold.

S was freaking weird ytd. he blabbered nonsense like he's gna die in 3 days time ,etc etc. make me sad. stupid idiot boy. thn was like so extreme weird ,making things all seems to unusual. he said ytd was a bad day ,i hope today's a btr day for him ,and of cos every other day. love S extremely alot. someone tell me wht to do for 4th month? :)

freaking happy ,yes ,4th month. its th happiest 4months in my whole life thru. hahaha ,my god. wht to do wht to do for S? gna think real real real hard. :)

hope so much to have more than 4months. (GOD ,please give me FOREVER or much btr than tht ,MORE THAN FOREVER. ♥)

now at cathay ,working which means im very bored!
hahahah ,was suppose to go school today ,but i thot i had to go dwn to work earlier ,so din go ,but in th end ,left home like damnnnnnnnnnnnn late. LOL. sorry sorry ,girls. ):
so ,went to take mrt with S. he went jookun to gym ,i went to work. sigh, so sian lei. no ppl one. thn cnt do antg.
i think im gna go find sm nice drama to watchh soon. past my time.
im freaking boreddddddddddd.
hate life hate life ,i just now drop my freaking phone on th floor. cry out loud! ):

when its u tht i see ,i know ,everything is gna be perfect for me.

sigh ,boring again. i seem to be a person who really gets bored easily. always complaining of feeling bored. but mansx ,im really bored.
theres so much things i wna do.
1. i wanna meet up with my bestf baby bitch ,benda.
2. i wanna meet up with my baby wanzhuo.
3. OMG ,i needa see my yusiang ,alicia ,jiaxin.
4. i want spend mre time with S.
5. shop shop.
6. study lah.
7. mre studying.
8. go ktv ,anyone anyone?
9. take neos. *smilesmile*
10. go out with jiji ,charchar they all.
11. sleep in th morning not at night.
12. eat teppenyaki.
13. go out with wenhui ,haze ,huiting and of cos kristen! :)
14. shopping!
15. learn how to dance.
16. meet ada ,yeexin ,&.... etc etc.
17. watch at least 5 movies ,which i think i wouldnt.
18. do chinese homework.
19. watch more korean dramas to make myself cry. LOL.
20. call benda come my house ton.
21. steamboat agn! :D
22. go out with my v.coleman.
23. i want meet primary school mates!
24. learn how to play basketball.
25. go to iluma to eat marble slab cremery's fantastic banana split!
26. read mre storybooks. HAHAH.
27. eat mre fruits.
28. learn to be mre sensible and not so annoying.
29. be a btr girlf. :)
30. be a btr bestf.
31. be a btr friend.
32. be a btr sister.
33. be a btr person. haha.

aiyah ,and many others. im getting tired to list down. LOL.
i feel like changing my blogskin.
and yes ,justin bieber is cute cute. LOVELOVE. (totally random. -.-)
benda ,aft seeing my post ,u btr text me! wna talk to u soo soo badly. ( totally random agn. -.-)

im getting cold lei. so cold so cold.
shit ,im getting mad. shall end here ,feel like looking for anthr blogskin. might be changing to a new one, this is getting boring right right? :)

CIAO!

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something to say
Fiona ,be sure tht i will wipe of ur tears whn i see any of it rolling dwn. im not homo too. budden i love you ,ohkay? :)
(wah ,small portion for u too ,touched toucched? ^^)

today was great. finally spend smtime out walking. is like really finally. was always busy ,din had th time ,till today ,and i think i really enjoyed. had brunch with jiji today @ imm pepper lunch. heh ,very nice lah. eat th pepper chicken rice. yum yum.
today's orchard trip with S was great. wouldnt elaborate or fiona will say tht my blog is all bout S agn. hahaha! but overall ,GREAT. ^^

tmr is a busy day agn. sigh. still cant sleep lah. im hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

i sdnly think tht i really have to buck up nxt yr! everytime see my report book ,i feel damn depress. din know how my academic became so terrible. ah ,time to pull my socks high high ,even above my thigh. i need to do well. work hard!

sigh ,blogging doesnt seem to reduce how bored i feel. dont seem to have much to say anymre.
end it here thr. byebye. xoxo.

I LOVE S BABY ♥
I MISS S BABY ♥
I NEED S BABY ♥

heh ,4 mre days. yay yay yay.
yay ,jiji is coming my house soon. so bored. shes coming to save me. lub lub her. ^^

anyway ,thanks char char and jiji ,for being my listening ear ytd. so nice ,for actually comforting this mad girl here. love u both loads. thank god ive gt u.
and yes ,sorry to alicia ,ys ,jx and fiona for my outburst of emotions just now. i wasnt feeling good whn talking bout tht. like ,you guys know. it just seems so minor ,but i was feeling so afraid. cant help but feel paranoid bout tht you know. sigh. but im fine fine now. aft my outburst just now
omg ,i feel like a total bitch for doing tht just now. sorry mansx ,girlfs/sisters. i love all of you to th max. ♥

oh yes ,today scool was total crap shit. bored and stuffy like mad. had to keep fanning myself non stop. dont only see myself doing tht. hah.
end school ,homed with fiona. and talk loads of things. had many to share.
P/S. thanks fiona. u did cheer me up mansx ,with ur crappiness. lublub. ♥

i miss S baby loads. sigh. miss S baby. ):
cant wait to see u soon.
and yes ,rmb ah ,you're so mine forever! hoho. love you to th max.

anyway ,luck to all those ppl taking o's. ♥

dead shit
dead shit
i think i fcuking screwed my whole eoy.

i hate getting all paranoid.
i hate it.
i need to be less paranoid.
im sorry for being like this.
i hope u'll undstnd.

I LOVE SNZH! I LOVE SNZH! i love ,i lovee!
mine mine mineeeeeeee! ^^